back to post lerrh..wake up around 2..but i did not sleep well at all..continuosly waking up hourly..having bad dreams that make it spoil mine mood today..sian..wake up and started packing stuff for my trip to malacca..but i cant seems to bring a small bag..till the end i still have to lend a bag from adrian..hope it will at least fits everything in so i don have to take anything on my hand..tml will be working from 2pm to 10pm..will be a tiring day for me..cause i think i wont be able to have enough sleep and as i need to be ready before 5.30am as hubby's brother will come and fetch me to his house..went for tuition today and i finally finish the qns on volume which i hated most..playing STEPS this few days and i'm now level 9 lerrh..haha..i'm so lost now..our problems will never be solve..cause it seems to be there everytime..hubby will never wan to sit down and talk things out, he never wan to say out how he feels..even how unhappy with me he also wont say out..it make me feel that he's fading away cause i'm not in his world..he is just inside his own world which don include me..that's why little bit of things we will quarrel cause we just go to conclusion..haiis..i really hate this feeling..i really hate the way he treat me..i really don feel good..don feel happy at all..everyday is just injury..not a healed heart..the pain inside my heart is accumulating everyday,it make me even more pain then relieve..it don even feel that it is healing..my heart is crying and bleeding..haiis..post till here bah..off to bed lerrh..

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