i'm back to post lerrh , xanga is damn lag and i hate waiting so i intend to post here.. i'm damn moody now.. really very tired.. quarrelled with hubby again.. i'm so restless.. didn sleep hao for the whole night.. just waiting for him to reply.. had a bad dream , wake up that time i'm crying hard.. haiis.. went to work today and i'm forcing myself to work just to forget all my troubles..
thnx IMA , she have been encouraging me and comforting me.. she tried hard to make me smile for the day.. thnx..

after so many years , you still doesn know wat i wan.. i need is your love and care..in a relationship shouldn there be contributions from both side and not onli me alone contributing?i sacrifice alot , wat about you ? wat have you done ? i'm jealous over you and her.. why cant she just stop interrupting into us ? why cant you sacrifice a little not to contact her? because of you i never contact any guys.. onli the frens that i treat as my brothers..haiis.. everything is not only using your mouth to say jiu can derrh.. i need derrh is action..show me that you still love me can? show me that you still care can? promise to me is nthg already , i wan is action from you..haiis , now because we are quarrelling and you doesn wan to sort out with me and never contact me.. till now you are still the same.. i'm really disappointed with you..it's really hurting me..haiis.. i don wan to say anymore, if you got the brains to think , you will know why i say all this.. haiis ..

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