i'm back to post lerrh , didn get to post yesterday so now updating..yesterday went to find hubby in the afternoon , when reached jiu started using com, wanted to put L4D into juan's laptop but still cant so end up playing maple private server but connection is so damn lag so end up not playing and went down with hubby to buy lunch as i'm so hungry..it's my first time eating mixed vegetable rice when i'm with hubby cause i never liked to eat that..hubby is so surprised that i actually said i wanted to eat that, he was like huh! -.- was so full eating that..after that sat on the sofa and watch tv till i fall asleep but not long me jiu wake up and pei hubby..so long since we actually watch tv together..cause sometimes he using com and i will be sleeping while sometimes both of us will be sleeping..around 7 , he bring me to bus stop and i actually went home myself..wont be meeting him lerrh till next mon..but i'm fine with it cause he is not keen to see me so i must well spent more time with my frens and colleagues..and soon this coming sun i will be working at tampines body shop..so excited as i wanted to know the ppl there are freindly anot..mmm , hopefully..when reach home me jiu use com awhile then not long dad and mum reach home and she asked me to follow to harry's pub to find james korkor..went there to drink..the new harry's pub is damn nice..will post pics soon..after james korkor finish work they actually brought me to clubbing at a thailand disco..it's at shenton way, it's call sebai sebai..that place is quite messy not really like it..and actually i sneak into it too cause i still have not reach 18,james korkor actually bomb my age as 19 that's why i'm able to enter..now i see everything when clubbing , i will go zouk and st james once..mum and dad will bring me go the next time.. i also will wan to go with my frens cause when i'm with them i cant dance actually..must act 'guai'

-.-.LOL.went to geylang and eat frog porridge after went off from there..it's nice but i don like to eat so much cause i wan to follow hubby, he don eat all this so i also wan to practice not to kill..after finish eating jiu home sweet home..

today wake up so early just wan to finish my tuition homework but still end up never finish..went to tuition at 4.30pm.. when doing all my work that time head suddenly hurt so much that i wanted to bang the wall liao..but end up i still manage to hold till i finish tuition, after tuition i went to my mama house..played with the baby and she so cute you know? haha..

she follows whatever you say..LOL..then around 7 plus the children all went home lerrh so i stayed there to watch show till 10 then jiu went home lerrh..so now using com and i wan to play maple private server lerrh.. wondering that can i still talk to him and tell him how i feels and actually make him forget all the hatred and start afresh, cause i'm sure that if he never forget the hatred,we will never be happy..mmm , sigh.. such a pathetic relationship i have.. :(